Sunday
evening Orthodox Christians celebrated the first of three Bridegroom Matins.
There are actually four of these services, but most Orthodox Churches
substitute the Bridegroom Matins for Holy Wednesday evening (that’s tonight)
with the Mystery (Sacrament) of Healing Oil (Holy Unction) so I figured I would
pause at this point with a Holy Week reflection by asking the question: “Have
we learned anything about ourselves yet?”
The
Church has established certain themes for each evening during Holy Week.
Glancing
back on these themes a pattern, or better yet a trajectory, becomes obvious. We
are encouraged by the Church to reflect upon our spiritual condition as it
relates to:
Whether or not our spiritual life is bearing fruit (thus the warning of the withered fig tree)
Whether or not we are awaiting the return of Christ in a state of readiness (thus the parable of the virgins)
Whether or not we are repenting in humility to the Lord rather than betraying the Lord with a self-oriented spirituality and greed (thus the warning of Judas)
If we
take seriously our journey through Holy Week, and going all the way back to the
parable of the Publican and the Pharisee at the beginning of Pre-Lent, if we
have not learned something about ourselves, we have failed to take full
advantage of the “reason for the season”, namely repentance and salvation. If
we rather glance back at the past few nights (if even we were in Church) or the
past 7 weeks and discover we are not somehow different, we have failed to take
advantage of the Great Lenten journey and we run the risk of not bearing fruit
(there’s that fig tree warning again!) and being shut out of the Kingdom.
It is
true that Jesus has not come to judge the world but to save it, but that salvation
comes with an expectation that we are somehow engaged in the process. It was
just a few weeks ago that we heard Jesus say, “IF anyone desires to come after
Me….” IF is a key word in understand the Passion of Christ. If we sit back and
await the coming of the Lord considering that we are “totally ready and
prepared” for Him, (there’s that foolish virgin warning again!) we will be shut
out of the Kingdom.
If we
are one of the many that want “Church on OUR terms” with the programs WE WANT
and the services WE WANT and WHEN WE want them, (there’s that self-oriented
spirituality of Judas warning again!) we will miss the opportunity to repent in
total humility in front of our Lord, and be shut out of the Kingdom.
With
just a few more days of Holy Week, there is still time to engage in the journey
and bring your life around and face it toward the Lord Jesus Christ. There is
still time to repent in humility to your local Orthodox Priest, who has been
granted authority by Christ and the Church to forgive sins. There is still time
to bear the spiritual fruit of prayer and fasting and be welcomed into the
Kingdom as the wise virgins…
“Behold the Bridegroom comes in the middle of the night,
and blessed is the servant, whom He shall find vigilant; and unworthy is he,
whom He shall find heedless. Beware, therefore, O my soul, that you will not be
overcome by sleep, lest you be given up to death, and be shut out from the
Kingdom. Wherefore, rouse yourself, crying out: Holy, Holy, Holy are You our
God, through the power of Your Cross save us."
May
the remainder of Holy Week be blessed….