Today’s Epistle Reading: St. Paul's Letter to the Hebrews
5:4-10 - BRETHREN, one does not take the honor upon himself, but he is called
by God, just as Aaron was. So also Christ did not exalt himself to be made a
high priest, but was appointed by him who said to him, "Thou art my Son,
today I have begotten thee"; as he says also in another place, "Thou
art a priest for ever, after the order of Melchizedek." In the days of his
flesh, Jesus offered up prayers and supplications, with loud cries and tears,
to him who was able to save him from death, and he was heard for his godly
fear. Although he was a Son, he learned obedience through what he suffered; and
being made perfect he became the source of eternal salvation to all who obey
him, being designated by God a high priest after the order of Melchizedek.
There is a great difference between genuine Christian
humility and what the world calls self-esteem. I have often thought, and
taught, that we can create our own depression be falling trap to the world’s
definition of self-esteem. The world, because it is fallen and based upon the
fallen passions which are self-oriented, teaches that we should strive to
always think positive thoughts about ourselves, sometimes to the denial of
truth. Popular expressions such as, “You can accomplish whatever you want, so
long as you work hard,” or my least favorite, “You can be whatever you want.
Just put your mind to it.”
THIS IS A LIE, and when the lie is proven false (when we can’t
accomplish something or be something JUST because we want something) we get
depressed. The depression creates low self-esteem, as defined by the world, and
we begin to think we are unworthy of love and blessings. We sink lower and
lower until eventually we lose hope. All this depression could have been
avoided by having genuine Christian humility. Before I continue, please
understand I am not addressing chemical depression. Chemically induced
depression is quite real and can paralyze a person for no good reason. I am
addressing what more commonly could be called “the blues” which is not treated
the same, but I will leave chemically induced depression to be discussed by
medical professionals. I believe other forms of depression are created when we
believe the lie the devil has told us rather than the truth which is revealed
by Christ.
Tomorrow in the Gospel lesson for the Sunday before Epiphany
we will hear directly from Saint John the Baptist’s lips what genuine Christian
humility sounds like. “"After me comes he who is mightier than I, the
thong of whose sandals I am not worthy to stoop down and untie.” (Mark 1.7)
Saint John the Baptist, whom Jesus Christ said there was no other man greater
who had been born of a woman, felt himself unworthy to even untie the sandals
of Jesus, a job normally reserved for the lowest slave. How can a man greater
than any other man consider himself unworthy of the work of the lowest slave?
Saint John the Baptist understood genuine Christian
humility, also described by Saint Paul in today’s Epistle reading. “One does
not take the honor upon himself, but he is called by God.” It wasn’t that John
the Baptist wasn’t great, because he was. He understood honor and blessings are
not to be taken, but offered by one who is greater. This was no false sense of
humility, as many express in today’s world. Many today have the pretense of humility
while secretly believing themselves to be worthy of praise.
So how does genuine Christian humility protect against
depression? When we believe the lie that we are great and can accomplish
whatever we desire, and then fall short of our desires, depression is the
result. However when we understand our own shortcomings and that we should
never take honor with pride to ourselves, and then fall short, we are better
equipped to accept our shortcomings.
In this New Year, I invite you to embrace the humility of
Saint John the Baptist and Saint Paul, rather than the lies of a self-oriented
worldly self-esteem. Then be thankful for your blessings and understand your
shortcomings. You will have more peace and well on your way to Live A New Life
In Christ.